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On Cameras: Why Not

I travel a lot. My parents were flight attendants, I grew up playing tag with my little sister on 747s, I live in South America, and I sometimes write guidebooks for Lonely Planet. Like I said, I travel a lot. So I meet a lot of travellers, a lot of tourists, a lot of both. And always, always, always they carry a camera. No moment of interest or beauty can be allowed to pass by without a sudden patting and grasping of pockets. I remember once, at Ayer's Rock, now many years ago, I stood admiring the view, when a loud-mouthed Pom, pausing in mid-click, asked me where my camera was. I didn't have one, I said. What, no camera? Are you serious? You came to Ayer's Rock without a camera? This apparent lack on my part produced endless mirth for him and his friends. I had to walk away so I could concentrate on simply admiring the view. It seems to me that you can spend your vacation actually enjoying your holiday, or you can spend it as a film scout, always on the lookout for a "good shot", experiencing your trip, as it were, through the lens of a camera, instead of the moment-to-moment interaction of living your life. Our attitude toward our cameras and their ubiquitous popularity reveals a prominent neurosis of our Western-dominant world culture: we are afraid; deathly, deathly afraid. We are, culturally, a people of control freaks -- rather than enjoy the moment, and savour the bittersweet joy of its passing (for once it is gone there will be no other, and each moment is one moment closer to death), instead we want to capture life, stuff it into that silver box, pin it down, somehow put a stop to the passing of Time. It is a well-told tale that primitives, upon seeing photography for the first time, immediately objected that the box was trying to steal their souls. The ancient Greeks believed that to know a man's name was to gain power over him. There is a fundamental truth here that we too can perceive if we look inward into the primitive stuffs of which our souls are made -- that living is life and naming is death, and that both photography and history textbooks are little more than mementos for the dead: dead times, dead people, moments gone. The control freak traveller carries that little silver shield, that magic box, to ward off the unexpected, the unexplained, the frightfully new -- in short, life. Kill the scenery and master the memory, and do everything possible to block out the ineffable, the inexplicable, that is, the living moment, because to accept our powerlessness in the face of relentless Time is more than our technology-deluded, youth-obsessed culture can stand without going mad. We have sold our souls for tiny little shiny boxes, and wander the Earth, hungry for joy and wonder, but rather than fill our souls with the marvellous, succeed only in filling the memory card with the mundane. How ironic it is that at a time of greater travel, and freedom to travel, than at any other time in the history of humanity, there is both less to see than ever before and fewer people capable of seeing it.